Thursday, August 19, 2004

sheng ming li huo xu wo men chang chang hui tou.
wo men you hui tou de kong jian.
ke shi qi shi bing mei you hui tou de yu di.
sheng ming li huoo xu wo men chang chang shang xin.
wo men you shang xin de zhi shi.
ke shi qi shi bing mei you shang xin de yong qi.
got thiss short passage from the fridae weekly. think its veryyy meaningful. mmm. i think i shud translate? ahaz.
in life we often look back. we haf the chance to look back. we haf the space. we can look back. but actualli. we cant go back to the past.
in life we are often unhappy and sadd. we can show that we are not happy.but actualli. we dont haf the courage to be upset.
yahhh. it's true. now i dare not even think of the unhappy times. or worse still the happy times i used to haff. the happiness that used to belong to me. becos i don haf the courage to be upset. i am jus too afraid that once i start. it willl take me a long time to get back again. i am afraid that my behavior will affect the pple ard me. the main reason is i haf no time for all this self pity. i duwan to be defeated. it's not hard to be happyy. no doubt. yes. i am happy wif my life. but i jus wan u to be part of it. but where are u. i mind life without youuu. i understand that i cant haf best of both worlds. but even if how much i wan u beside me. u oso wont noe de la. yahhh. sum things cannot be force de bahh. it always takes two hands to clap. rang zhi ji kuai ler. qi shi bu kun nan. bu xiang xing yao yan. zhi yang zhuo hui ji zi. bu guan zhen me yang. jiu suan jiu suan jiao xuan. wo hai shi yi yang jian dan. rang zhi ji cheng zhang. qi shi bu kun nan. yao xiang xing jian chi. jiu yao zou dao nu li. bu guan zhen me yang. jiu suan chong chu fang qi. kuai le shi yi zhong jian dan.


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Felicia
Victoria-JC
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LOVES!
Volleyball
Fei Fei
Family
Xiao Ming
Years in Cedar
Mahjong Gang
Being Loved
WINNING(money and competitions)
EAT!

HATES!
Liars
Being Unwanted
To Lose
Having Regrets
Nightmares
all the IF ONLYs